OK once and for all I confess here that I have a big crush on him, but I promise myself that I will control myself because he's the ultimate forbidden fruit. Just seeing him around makes me happy and strangely that's good enough for me. I've been thinking that I really don't want to have him, I'm even kinda afraid of having any sort of "relationship" with him fearing that my crush would fade soon and nothing would be as pleasant as before. It's just a pleasure to have him around and I don't want to replace it with anything else.
enjoy the feeling! I don't remember when was the last time I had a crush on someone. I miss that feeling :(
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